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She never gave me a reason…
You’ll never know the future,
but the past never changes.
Everything was an illusion.
As time goes by
the memory remains,
but the pain dissipates,
it was an illusion and an obsession.
it seems it’s all over,
but there are still traces like these…
Quotes from ‘Heartbreak Library’ a Korean drama movie.
“Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
What’s wrong with me, why do i do this repeatedly?
Can’t differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go
My eyes are filling up with tears again, this separation between us
After you left, I think I became a fool
I can’t do, I can’t do anything, so I die
I shove myself into a corner and live
Without you there’s nothing left to do
A day is too long, way too long
But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely?
When you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
was so easy, but why couldn’t I do the same to you?
I always regretting being so slow
I don’t know if I’m really stupid, but I still can’t let go of our bond
If I say that I’m in pain
I’m scared that I’ll really be in pain
If I say that I’m sad
I’m scared that I will shed my tears”
Why don’t I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh?
“But people ask me why I’m crying
When I’m laughing like this…“
“I’m picking up my pieces, i am troubled. this lie…
is a puzzle where i piece together my sad portrait
my mind is the rotten underground
this mix in which principles are intertwined is only
a convict who is incarcerated in a prison that is me
body movements in a prison suit
everyone ridiculed us, oh so sick, my insides twist like the mobius strip
i put my ears to my inside
the three-way talk between me myself and i that i always ignored
the angel of the world who appeared after falling due to false good and evil.
i twist
i was blind.
the two eyes that are gallant about reality trick me.
i open my third eye and so it appears clearly…”
As a friend, to remain as friends,
I had to push the confession down my throat…
But now I’ll confess to you…
…
You hold my hand and tell me you only have me
Keeping me as a friend
You say it’s a blessing
whenever you say lets never change
I had to push my feelings down
It might be best if I protect you
not knowing if it will be better
]I kept hearing it but I kept cool
I was too scared to lose you, but
Baby, come to me now
And be my lady…
I’ve watched you for too long
I stood there with no words
Hiding my pitful heart
“life is simple, you make choices and don’t look back”
